1 Corinthians 4:10-14 (New Living Translation)

 10 Our dedication to Christ makes us look like fools, but you claim to be so wise in Christ! We are weak, but you are so powerful! You are honored, but we are ridiculed. 11 Even now we go hungry and thirsty, and we don’t have enough clothes to keep warm. We are often beaten and have no home. 12 We work wearily with our own hands to earn our living. We bless those who curse us. We are patient with those who abuse us. 13 We appeal gently when evil things are said about us. Yet we are treated like the world’s garbage, like everybody’s trash—right up to the present moment.

 14 I am not writing these things to shame you, but to warn you as my beloved children.

1 Peter 4:17  (NLT)

17 For the time has come for judgment, and it must begin with God’s household. And if judgment begins with us, what terrible fate awaits those who have never obeyed God’s Good News?




The following is an excerpt that was taken from a paper I wrote on June 22, 2015:

A few years ago, the Lord showed me one of the major reasons, as to why the judgments coming to America are to remain. For a few years, He led me to travel the United States and to visit many churches and ministries which I had already been doing for many years. In this period of my life, however, he greatly matured me and He showed me many things that were being done in the name of American Christianity.
I was led to ministry after ministry where great "Sin," was being hidden and performed by so called "Godly leaders." In church after church, I found great acts of aggression toward other Christians. I realized that in many churches molestations and rape had been covered up, all to "save" a ministry. The other day, I read of a Father who punished his daughter by shearing her hair and then posting the clip on "You Tube," for the world to see. The next day the thirteen year old daughter committed suicide.
I can't fully share what I felt when I heard the story. A moment later, I was reminded by the Lord, of some women worship leaders who did the same to a woman who they were jealous of in a church. At the time, I thought that it was the most horrendous thing in the world to happen. Not only was she sheared of her hair, but she was drugged and molested. At the time, I let numerous church leaders know of the situation and none cared to do anything. They were all too happy to sweep it under the largest rug in the world, AKA, "the church."
This is why America is under the judgments of God.

Allow me to add that I had written numerous papers of this incident that had happened some five or more years previous to this paper. In fact, shortly after the crime I had let it become known to numerous church leaders from all parts or groups of the Charismatic church. I had even named the names of the perpetrators and the leaders who had been personally responsible for covering it up.

Well, instead of ever seeing any type of judgment, I had found myself being slandered and lied against from one end of the country to the next by our illustrious church leaders. 

For the next ten years or so, I lived a sort of nomad kind of life probably much as Cain might have, yet I was completely devoid of any mark. In fact, from a spiritual standpoint as compared to those who had banished me; I was as a new born baby.

Unfortunately, I was forced to quit driving a truck due to my failing health somewhere around the ninth or tenth year from when that particular molestation had occurred. 

Having complete disdain for much of the American ministry, the Lord has been drawing me back. 

And "No," it wasn't just the disillusionment of so many, so called "men of God," but it was the years of witnessing these men blow into town after town and to take captive and to bewitch so many followers into sacrificing their lives and incomes to their "ministries."

It was the change that I saw taking place in the church where brick and mortar, land, Solo Recording artists who were rewarded with iconic trophies, worship leaders idolized because they could match some words and music to paper or perhaps to give a performance equal to a Rock and Roll Idol.

These were just part of my further disillusionment with the church. 

When I found out personally through intimate knowledge that many of these Charismatic leaders had paid for market Research to go into cities and to find out where the most profitable areas of the city was in order to build huge mega churches in order to take in millions and millions of dollars from the children of God, I became further disillusioned, if even possible, I thought, at the time. 

A few more years had passed, and one day I had awoken to find out that the average salary of the church leader had some how been normalized at say....I Don't know, "a few million dollars?"

I quit driving my truck and had decided to attend some churches again. 

You know, I just thought that it was the right thing to do?

Well, I found out that we no longer had churches anymore, for the most part they were one half Major Corporation with a CEO and Board and for the other part they either resembled a set from, "America's Idol, The masked Singer, Got Talent, or my favorite, "Look at MEEE, I'm performing for JEEESUS."

Finally, by the time that I realized that of the seven or eight special speakers my church hired, who all had salaries or worth's in the millions and millions of dollars, I had no more disillusionment in my soul anymore? 

Do you think that's actually Possible?

Well, if it wasn't for my Lord, I think that it can be possible. 

The saddest part, however, is knowing though that every time you feel that disillusionment, Jesus must be feeling it even greater!
Can you imagine, I am serious, do any really care what they have done to the church?

No, because a Pandemic came and shut down the House of God and I haven't heard from one person of ministry who has taken ownership of the Cover Ups, the mismanagement of God's children's funds. 

None have repented for worshipping brick, mortar, Soloists, money making Worship leaders they have appointed and PAID, in order to seduce the youth to come and fill their coffers? 

None have repented for creating an atmosphere of ENTITLEMENT, that feeds their souls with million dollar salaries. None have repented for past sins committed against human beings, as they cover up and protect their so called Ministries for God. 

In fact, do you know what they do with leaders who cover up rapes and molestations in the so called "Body of Christ?"

Let me tell you, they put the man on the cover of their rag tag gossip magazine and then they ask him to speak to world leaders, so he can "minister" to these various leaders of his knowledge on a world wide Pandemic. 

Well, I wonder if he had happened to mention to these world renown religious leaders if they knew why the door was opened by the devil to allow him to send such a pandemic??

  I wonder if he mentioned to them of his criminal acts that were all buried and swept under the carpet concerning rapes and molestations against the brothers and sisters of Jesus Christ?

I wonder if he told them of his great respect of the Church or the Body of Christ that Jesus hung on a cross for?

Yes, had he mentioned all of the co-horts who rather than lose a dime in offerings decided to ignore all truth and who hed decided to become as perverted as he by their silence?

Hey, sorry, just wondering out loud...

Anyway, I sort of liken it to a sign that you might read in your local Mega Church some Sunday morning as you arrive early for Sunday School. 

It reads:
Our Mega Church will be holding a special teaching entitled, "Walking in Holiness," at 10 a.m. in room 203, by special speaker, pastor emeritus Satan.

Now, please don't tell me that there is no justice in the Lord, because there is as surely as I live. 

But, you see, sometimes the judgment of the Father's falls to their children.

I am sorry, but it can't be helped in many cases.

Personally. I believe that this pandemic is an example of it.

Can you say that this wasn't brought on by the abuse of our leadership in the church for the last few decades?

Convince me of our innocence, please?

Written May 20, 2020
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